November 09, 2002

Greetings from Saturday ~

Well tomorrow's journey is confirmed. I have the truck and myself pretty much prepared.
I have tons of errands to run after work, which will end at 6.
Then I need to rush home as my roomate suddenly decided yesterday to go and get a puppy.
Just what we dont need. She barely takes care of her cat, she is NO mother. The cat lacks so much attention but she makes up for it like a bad parent and feeds him. He gets 3 types of food a couple times a day.
Its no wonder he sneaks out every chance he gets. My 2 dogs are already aware that something is up with the arrival of puppy food, treats, bedding, kennel, and toys...... Its good that im out of town tomorrow, but MY dogs have to suffer without me, so I feel bad. She nevers thinks past herself. It took me many years to learn this.
I must go , before im late to work.
I'll certainly have much more to say later ~
Love to all ~me

November 07, 2002

Thanks so much for the comments :) I love them! They were so great I just had to post them. They are anonymous so no worries writers.....
Here is what 2 people had to say -

1. I think differently about the computer/tv thingee...

It's like having a wireless phone. Pretend you had 1000 anytime
minutes. As of last month no provider would allow the minutes to roll
over so basically your just paying for the service/convenience
regardless if you use them all up or not! The same applies to the
cable bill, although you only spend X amount of time watching TV (local
or cable channels) it's still there for you when you turn it on. You
know I would agree with you on anything in the world but I'm just
tellin' ya my views on it :)

I think that the computer is a lot different though...... it's
inevitable that people won't care for other's things like their own and
therefore you have to take everything into consideration. I would never
allow anyone to use my laptop for longer than 5 minutes a day,
supervised. You each have your own TV but share YOUR
computer........... She's caused viruses and I'm sure a whole bunch of
other shit so it's all too sticky.......I think that she needs her own
computer, lol...... The TV thing stands alone.

Oh well.... Correct me on anything if I "have" it wrong!


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2. Ok, I have to comment on the web site...YOU CAN'T STOP WRITING YOUR DAILY STUFF! I could totally picture you walking around with a smoke in your mouth rearranging the furniture like a mad man and the Princess and Chancers looking at you like you are crazy.

I don't know how you have your bedroom set up but if you have room in there, you should definitely move the computer in your private space. I think I would have to tell XXX to pony up the money or get off the computer. I honestly can't believe that you are still living with her and haven't beaten her to death yet! By the way, I'm assuming that she doesn't read this web page because you have talked about her a few times (not in the friendly way, either). I would think if she were reading it this could possibly cause a stink in the house, if you know what I mean.

Anyway, back to my original thought...YOU CAN'T STOP WRITING YOUR DAILY STUFF! I love getting the updates daily, it helps me not to miss you so much.

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How fun! So it was Must See T.V. night - not bad,
I finally got the office/spare room finished,
I taped the arm of the futon back on and covered it with a pillow.
I busted out the drill and went to work on this desk to make it fit in this corner,
I took parts off and moved them - took out the middle of the desk where the moniter goes and lowered it in front of me, dropped it about 4 inches, tilted the screen all the way up what a great angle for the neck.

My room is going to change again, soon it will be time for more paint and then 3 inch wood blinds, so the bed will face the north wall about 4 feet away, should be cute im taking it from a magazine :) Im going to hang my talisman behind the bed in the window, should look neat, (fingers crossed) if not eh-
So this project is for Tuesday, my room is coming along, its taking a while, most recently got the brick wall finished all the way to the ceiling. Then the wall that surrounds the oven, and the wall behinf the sink, (tile-blue) along with the old famous cork wall, will all be this fantastic blend of deep purple and cobalt blue. The back wall of tile will pull that kitchen together cute.... anyway- what else, Im going to start burning disks again, I have a few im going to be sending off to Indiana. So I want to start using my burner again I just dowloaded 202 more songs, a few albums as well. This person on Limewire had a t3 connection and had over 3000 songs over 2 days I got alot of really cool guitar music, some very sensual latin / spanish guitar tunes, and french operas. Im having fun with it thats for sure, just have been lazy burning, it takes some time to decide what tracks to put on which disk so that it at least flows... like I said FUN :)
OK OK- enough already,
good bye for now ~~~ me


November 06, 2002

Good Evening,

Im glad I spent nearly $300 on my truck yesterday. Of course they had to "check it out" and let me know what needs replaced. It runs like its brand new again. I can't believe the difference when the transmission shifts it is so smooth I can't feel it at all. So, money well spent. I'll be paying on that card for a while :)
Im not working on the room tonight as I just dont need to make it a prority, besides I think im going to move the computer into my bedroom, I have the room to work with and this way maybe my roomie will get her own. She refuses to pay for it and I give her a screen name for email and she plays dirty on yahoo in her spare time. I have her logged at 5000+ minutes last month, so she should pay half the bill. She said, you don't pay cable, well im on the tv as little as 3 hours 1 day a week, and thats local tv not even cable...so I dont know about fair on that one. I have been wanting to take it away from her after the 3rd virus attack we were fortunate to recieve. However I am well protected now so, I don't know. I do like having an "office" or "separate room for the computer"..... oh enough, I'll keep it in here for now, but what to do with this desk.... hmmmm....

These postings are boring huh ? I need to find better subjects.........
~night


LEO (July 23-Aug. 22): Attention revolves around creativity, variety of "feelings." You will be asking, "Is it love or lust?" Find outlet for "hidden talents." Key is to organize priorities and to accept responsibility.
Good Morning! I see that people are visiting on a regular basis now, I might have to do updates at night,since you folks in the midwest and east coast are up surfing long before us folks on the west coast.....

I started a rearranging project last night, moving the computer around from corner to corner, trying to make this desk fit! :) Cant seem to find the right spot. Theres a nice big sliding glass door that faces the the mountains I'd like to be able to look out while on the computer. So I have my work cut out for me tonight, Im heading over to the mothers house tonight after work, around 8:30pm. But I usually don't retire to bed until midnight or 12:30am. So this room should be finished by the time I go to bed tonight. Right now the computer is strewn around the room, and furniture is piled in the corners. The dogs have no idea whats going on in here.....

Well I certainly hope this Wednesday finds eveyone happy and healthy. I could almost use another day off to finish this room the right way, I doubt we have any unpaid time off available at work, but it is possible I'll get off work early. Next week work announces the PEAK overtime incentive, (PEAK = Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year,) we get slammed, so they are offering an incentive for those that work overtime. I could potentially bring in $1500 pay checks. That is I have to remember to bring lots of energy food, and water, to avaoid getting sick again from exhausting myself for that many hours. But it is a good goal to work towards, I really want to get rid of these credit cards. I would have so much extra money to save or take trips.
Good Day to all ~~ me

November 04, 2002

So Im really curious what's going to become of Sunday, Ive already got a good start on my adoption reunion story, its just the basics.... the need to know stuff, the details will be added after Sundays visit most likely written next Monday night after work. Then I'll edit and post, so look for that in the coming week.

Carrie was on tonight, few of the many special effects were believable, but the story was basically the same with some "pepped up" or scenes with "a new kick..." were added. I just love the part where Carrie looks thru her moms chest and we see her heart being crushed into a shape resembling a fist compressing. Too fun... What an interesting ending. Although I have read "It" and "The Stand" but have not read "Carrie," so this ending from the original ending in the first movie is much different.


Tomorrow Im taking my truck in for an oil change and a tire rotation. Get ready for 400+ miles on Sunday.
I think they decided they were making ribs for dinner, I have no preference and am not going there to eat. I have so many questions, I hope they are prepared, after 2 and a half years they should be, but look what happens when one tries to predict the outcome of an event, its usually different from ones thought. So I'll save my opinions and wait until I have facts, before I lay my entire thoughts into the whole event. Hmmm, I don't know what to think at this point, GOD knows im having emotions that stem from just plain not knowing. Its not fair of me to draw any conclusions from this event. Im certainly looking forward to it, and am excited to gather this information and share it, document it, etc..

In yesterday's post the links in reference to Earth Changes did not upload correctly, sorry to those of you that could not quite make sense of it all :) Well that's all for tonight, Enjoy, sleep well, and I'll most likely post something new tomorrow.

Oh yeah, shout outs tonight go to Stacey!! Thanks for reading all the way from Missouri, and my thoughts and CONGRATULATIONS! on the knowledge of becoming a mother. Keep your eyes on the site Stacey I'll be incorporating images from Tucson soon, Good Night all- me


Welcome to Monday,

I had the opportunity to connect with some distant family yesterday ad have made arrangements to go to Phoenix on Sunday to see a special video. I'll get to hear my birth mothers voice for the first time. Should be nice and overwhelming. Look for an upcoming link to a pgae that expalins everything about my adoption, my search, and the story behind everything. When I go to Phoenix on Sunday I'll be taking tons of notes so I can add acurate information to the entry..... so .... keep visiting for updates......

Now im off to work, yuck! I wonder if this job would be more tolerable if I had a different schedule. Getting of at 8 really sucks. My whole day is lost. I'll keep pushing for a schedule change as I have been for 4 months now :)
wel, I'll talk to you all later, again enjoy your Monday wherever you live... and keep your feet on solid ground, with all these earthquakes around the nation and abroad these past few days who knows what is in store :) For more on that subject visit Earth Changes.com See ya'll later ;) ~me