Well hi there !
Where should I start ?? What do you want to know ??
Where have I been lately - working, entertaining friends, and resting.... taking a break from the computer for a while, it was long overdue. I hope you can forgive me, by the looks of the counters on the pages it doesnt look like anyone missed much as no one has been visisting anyway.
Last night I went to this model search event at Embassy Suites.... Out of about 400 people they selected 80. I was one of them. It was a fun experience, but I think what bothers me the most is the sneaky way they gather up all of your personal information. Towards the end of the event we learned that the company was in fact not a modeling or talent agency, rather, a photography and marketing company. I was deceived. Not that it hasnt happened before, I just thought I was smarter and wiser about it now. The event was 6.5 hours long. I had to spend $3 to get in the 2nd event. Then a 3 hour interview and discussion group explaining the services.
They wait until the last, and I mean the last statement of the night to announce the cost. $600 due Sunday before the final photo shoot. The $600 covers the photography, the training, the portfolio, and the marketing of your image.
Maybe next time.
So that was yesterday.
Today I went to my photo development studio to pick up my Christmas pictures. They are not in yet!! DAMNIT!
I really want to get these images out to you and distribute to those that requested a copy. They have had my 8 rolls since the 30th of Dec. Thats long enough!!
So- on another note, I have this dilema - why is it that when I meet a man they always take the relation to serious to soon. I wish I could figure that out. Then Im the one feeling guilty or shamed...... thats not right.
Im going to leave it at that.....
I have been trying to quit smoking, I bought that patch, had the house steam cleaned.... and Liz refuses to honor my request to smoke outside. I hate her, she has no respect for anyone not even herself. I will be moving out.
Enough is Enough. Over a year now and no respect. My furniture is being destroyed she eats on it, she writes her bills on the soft wood, she does her nails on them, and spills, leaves soda rings etc. I cant stand it anymore.
When the landlord is ready for us to re new our lease im going month to month. I have to get away from her to save what is left of our friendship. Its been 15 years now, and this is the worst it has ever been.
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MEN -
--- that damn phone is ringing and ringing, I cant stand that either. I never call someone 19 times in less than 24 hours.
--- what the hell. I dont know what to do or say, im not the confrontational kind of guy, I say it once nicely and thats it, after that I get mad and shut down. And then thats it, cut off. Then I feel like the bad guy. And then they cry. I hate that. OH what to do what to do.- Stacey your the only one who knows who and what im talking about.
I would never want to post anything that would hurt someone or cause them pain. But over the years its always the same, the other guy always falls for me harder than I fall for him.... Or the attraction just isnt as mutual..
Maybe I'll have to more to write about later....... thanks for stopping by and continuing to support the saga that is my life :) ~ love you all.... me
